Things themselves become so burdened with attributes, signs,
allusions that they finally lose their own form. Meaning is no longer read in
an immediate perception, the figure no longer speaks for itself; between the
knowledge which animates and the form into which it is transposed, a gap
widens. 6
stable universe, with its clear-cut edges, where everything has an
air of being fixed for all eternity, totters and breaks, and its remnants hang
fluttering in the air. The laws of humanism in God and the subtle architecture
of the cosmos are shattered by a new force, by a demon of the Anticosmos. 7
The limits of the several realms of nature are transgressed;
inanimate things take on life and the forms of life, objects fashioned by the
hand of man assume man's image, his face, his limbs, his restlessness and
appetites. The divine order is assailed by a kind of frantic revolt, which is
none the less inspired by a pious thought. 8
The word no longer expresses an attribute of the state of affairs;
its fragments merge with unbearable sonorous qualities, invade the body where
they form a mixture and a new state of affairs, as if they themselves were a
noisy, poisonous food and canned excrement. 18
Thus two globes of equal size and consistency had suddenly been
propelled in opposite directions at once. One, the white ball of the bull, had
been thrust into the "pink and dark" cunt that Simone had bared in the crowd;
the other, a human eye, spurted from Granero's head with the same force as a
bundle of innards from a belly. 40
Sight, crossing the globular limit of the eye, constitutes the eye
in its instantaneous being; sight carries it away in this luminous stream (an
outpouring fountain, streaming tears [semen?] and, shortly, blood), hurls the
eye outside of itself, conducts it to the limit where it bursts out in the
immediately extinguished flash of its being. Only a small white ball, veined
with blood, is left behind, only an exorbiated eye to which all sight is now
denied. 43
I stretched out in the grass, my skull on a large, flat rock and my
eyes staring straight up at the milky way, that strange breach of astral sperm
and heavenly urine across the cranial vault formed by the ring of
constellations: that open crack at the summit of the sky, apparently made of
ammoniacal vapors shining in the immensity,... a broken egg, a broken eye, or
my own dazzled skull weighing down the rock, bouncing symmetrical images back
to infinity. 44
Think about it though. Nothing can escape you now. If God doesn't
exist, this moan, choked back in your solitude, is the extreme limit of the
possible: in this sense there is no element of the universe that is not under
its power! It is not subject to anything, it dominates everything and yet is
formed out of an infinite awareness of impotence: out of a sense of the
impossible to be exact! 45
Perhaps this "difficulty with words" that now hampers philosophy...
should not be identified with the loss of language that the closure of
dialectics seems to indicate. Rather, it follows from the actual penetration
of philosophical experience in language and the discovery that the experience
of the limit, and the manner in which philosophy must now understand it, is
realized in language and in the movement where it says what cannot be said. 48